If you have been exploring various types of wellness solutions, but still find yourself struggling with feelings of emptiness, hopelessness, fear, low self-worth, or identity insecurities, this is more common than you think, and here’s why…
While I’d never discourage anyone from trying all available wellness options such as traditional therapy, yoga, church, reiki, life-coach assistance, or pharmaceutical/natural medicines, I have spoken to so many people who feel like they’ve reached a point that I refer to as “the cliff.” This is the eventual arrival place after exhausting every worldly avenue to find healing, and still not feeling better. Although each of these options can have positive impacts, none of them support the quality of your soul-health, or include a relationship with God.
Here’s the truth… another human in this world is never going to provide the answers we seek. If we are continually looking for someone else to heal us, save us, or fix us, we will never find it. Only God has this power. The cliff is our own individual stopping point where the physical world ends and the opportunity to open our hearts to the Spiritual realm begins. It’s a place that looks different for everyone but has one purpose—to present us with a choice. Do we pull back the veil and light up a new path where we allow our soul to be set free, and begin seeking answers beyond this world? Or do we turn back around and continue seeking the same solutions that only got us as far as they could?
Please do not live another day of your life feeling lost or in pain. Please do not keep spending your time and money on products or services that aren’t giving you the outcomes that you desire. Consider asking God to meet you at the cliff and telling Him that you’re ready to know who you are and what you were created for. It is my honor as a servant of God to offer my tarot services and Spiritual talents to help you explore new solutions for your growth and healing. If you’re at the edge of the cliff and you’re not sure how to ask for God, I’ll meet you there first and we can talk about it. It’s my passion to build a stronger, healthier community one person at a time, one heart at a time, one soul at a time. We are all in this together.
To read the story about my real-life encounter with the “man” who inspired this article, see the story below. I have no doubt in my mind that some people on this earth are angels in disguise…
With Love, Michelle
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“A Conversation With God and Without God”
One rainy Saturday morning, I slept in… like, in. When my eyes finally popped open, my first thought was… “ROCKS. I’m going to a metaphysical store today to look for a new rock!” After throwing some water on my face and having a quick cup of coffee, I left for my adventure.
Upon entering the store, I was approached by a bubbly store associate who I was hoping would leave me alone so I could be weird with each individual rock in peace. Finally, she picked up on my “I’m trying to shop here” vibe and left me to it. It was just me and multiple shelves of sparkly, colorful stones. That’s when it happened…
My back was turned to the center of the store while I was sifting through baskets of quartz, when I heard two people emerge from a back room in the middle of a conversation. I tried to mind my own business, but the store was honestly too small not to eavesdrop. It was a man… and a woman whose voice I recognized to be the store owner.
In a very exhausted and defeated voice, He said to her, “I just feel like I’ve been trying everything… this is my 5th reiki session (the reason they were in the back room)… I have been to tarot readers, therapy, group therapy, and I don’t know what else to do…” The sound of vulnerability and openness in his voice echoed through me like a drawn-out choir note reverberating against my heart walls. It was both moving and sad.
She then responded in a very fake, high-pitched, “customer service-like” voice… “Well then! We just need to get those chakras unblocked and you’ll be feeling better soon!”
He replied, “It’s just that… I don’t know if it’s working… and I have this ex-girlfriend who got into some kind of dark witchcraft after we broke up, and I feel so sick that I thought she might be sending me bad energy, or casting spells on me or something…”
The owner responded in the same inauthentic voice, “I do know a tarot reader in the area… she’s expensive, but I hear that she’s good. Let me find her number for you!”
She walked away leaving him standing there in silent bewilderment. I’m guessing he was probably realizing that he just lost another $100 (or more) on another ineffective reiki session, and the other solution was to try more tarot—even more expensive tarot.
I could feel my face getting hot and my bones begin to vibrate inside of my body. I knew the Holy Spirit was about to move in me…
God said, “What is wrong with him?” In my head, I replied, “He doesn’t know himself. He doesn’t realize that the answers are within. He doesn’t have enough confidence to know that he is powerful and can rebuke this sickness and darkness no matter who or where it’s coming from. He doesn’t know YOU, God. He’s wasting his money on this energy/chakra stuff and now he’s going to leave here with the contact info for a tarot reader who’s going to charge him hundreds more and leave you completely out of this, God!”
Then God said, “What does he need?” I thought, “He needs to stop asking other people to tell him who he is and what’s going to fix him and ask you to help him discover all of this.”
God said, “Then go ask him if he wants to know Me.”
I thought… “What?! I didn’t even brush my teeth this morning before my blind passion for rocks ran me out of the door! We’re doing this right now, God? I can’t. Also… I don’t want to be intrusive to their reiki session and undermine the owner by approaching her client right in front of her. I can’t do that…”
After I explained myself to God, I felt as though He was okay with my decision, but I could hear Him asking me to reflect on this situation for the future. I knew that I needed to work on becoming more comfortable ministering to strangers… but I wasn’t ready yet, so this became more of a trial run.
As my face was returning to its normal temperature and the exhilaration of the Spirit moving began to subside, I just had to turn and look at this man. I needed a face to put with this deeply emotional and intense voice. When I casually glanced over at him, who I saw shocked me. He was a fit man who appeared to be in his mid-twenties. He had soft, tan skin and long, wavy hair almost to his waist that glowed a natural, white-blonde. He definitely didn’t look like he belonged in this neck of the woods… like, planet earth. I have never seen a human being who shined like him in my entire life, and his energy did not even resonate as human to me. Who was he really?
Here is what I learned that day…
ONE. Almost every time I leave my house, I have Spiritual encounters with people. It’s been this way most of my life. This situation helped me to reflect on all the ways in which the enemy may try to interfere with these experiences. I’ve got to refine my presence when I go out so that unimportant details don’t stop me from my mission… like brushing my teeth first!
TWO. When God is not included in most “healing” services, very little healing actually takes place. Human beings will seek out almost EVERY option in this world without ever turning to God, and I’ll never understand why this is. Most wellness services exclude God, and the ones that loosely identify with “spirit” are usually not referring to the Holy Spirit, but some other mystical deity or concept. (Don’t ask me who these “healers” perceive themselves to be talking to, kneeling to, or invoking… because if it’s not God, it could be anything or anyone coming through that open door…)
THREE. I will gladly share the Gospel, do tarot readings, minister to strangers, and even put my hands on a person and exercise the demonic energy out if they feel sick… for absolutely NO CHARGE. I offer tarot services and spiritual guidance because seeking God has healed me from every ailment I’ve ever suffered from, and I want to share His restoration power with everyone! Your soul is important to me, and I want you to know what freedom truly feels like.
FOUR. Angelic entities and demonic entities walk among us. I recognize them both immediately, and they recognize me. Both are here to test us. I have no doubt in my mind that the man in the rock store was a messenger of God sent to test myself as well as the store owner. I have many more of these encounter stories with light and dark entities that I would love to share!
FIVE. God is the way, the life, and the truth. Nothing will ever suffice in His absence. No human will ever save us. The truth is not a concept; it’s a person. It’s Jesus. Get to know Jesus and He will take you to God, exactly like Scripture says… and you will finally be set free.
With Love, Michelle